yeahhh yo.

xangas backkkk <3

and im not emo anymore. wooooooo IM HAPPY. the music is still hot though. and the boys. and the look. heheheheheh. wow. life is good.

and you know what?

love is reallllllllllllll.

comment me.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Im Missing your bed

I never sleep

avoiding these spots

where we had to speak

and this bottle of beast

is taking me home </3

hey chelsea. its chelsea, i just wanted you to know that you are completely WORTHLESS.

=) no one reads this, so its all guuud.

I DONT CARE. seriously, i dont. im insane. hehehe.

goodbyeloves<3

psshh...goodbye?

And Jesus I'm ready to come home
Jesus, I'm ready to come home
home
I'm ready to come
Hey Unfaithful
Hey Ungraceful
Hey Unloving
I will love you
Hey Unloving
I will love you

edittt;; weener.

me and va va va VALLL<3 whom i love incredibly

werd.

yeah um so i look like an uberdyke.

soo beat. ehhllckk.

if you cant see these pics ill pee. so see them .

hello i am a fag <3 werrd, boy. too ghetto fo yo asss.

right now i have nothing to say about me. about my life. therefore i am speechless.

f a l l i n g into memories of you and i

more pics of me being myself. in other words, extremely gay.

  yeah dude, i got like, 20 feet of air. pshhhh...

 gorgeous.

ok so yeah. i love my hossface. more pics to come. <3

umm. so ive been thinking. reminising. i want july back. there are so many things i would do different. so many things i would change, so many ignorant things i did. why i did them...i have no clue, but i did. i take it all back now if i had the chance. but i dont. so i pretty much have to live with all the stupid shit i do. i miss it so much . that month was just...crazy. and with all these things i've done...it just amazes me how i could have been so blind...im always talking about how i want to find love; when it was actually standing there right in front of my face.

editt;;;

your not worth it . your not worth it. your not worth it. your not worth it. your not worth it. your not worth it. your not worth it. your not worth it. your not worth it. your not worth it . your not worth it. your not worth it. your not worth it. your not worth it. your not worth it...your worth it.

ha. updating isnt my thing. sorry.

yeahh so highschool is def not what it is made out to be. its just boring. i dont like it. i like the people in it ( well, most of them ) just not it.  a lot of people are just so fake. i dont know.  i am so failing ag, its not even funny.

been doing some serious chillage with some of the sickestt people latelyy...so glad i met them. <33.  although this entire week was just...a depressing week. so many bad things happened to the wrong people. its not even fair... trying to actually wake up;; and realize all this stuff is real. not working yet

alison hoslerrr and i layed under the stars talking about how useless our lives are. so thats always fun. i have come to the conclusion that we are the same person. <3

this weekend was so shibby. wilson football game-o with thee southsideeee chicks : jenna . emily . shannon . abby . molly . erin . caitlin .  then walked to friendlys with pierce and alex ( SHOCKERNATIONNNN <3) damn were so cool.  went back to moll's and went tubbbinnnn. then jumped in like the -9898897 degree pool. then tubbed again. then jumped back in the pool. then tubbed once moreee. ( hardnipsss rullee. ) werddnesss ; ) i love them.

soccer game went ok were playing like...u-17...yeah and i just turned 14. mad cool. its ok we totally dominatedddd. owned 

saturday = dance. ha. i act like theyre exciting. and i go every single week. i am a fag. by reading this you all probably think they are somewhat cool. when actually, they just suck. but i go anyway. hehe.

ok beautiful. heres the deal. i want a lot of comments to make me happier. im begggingg youuu <333 nightt

PEACE // LOVE // mE-x3

yeah so high school pretty much bites the big one right now...

but on the superstellar side...last weekend just about made my summmerrr? pshh...went to cs dance  ( again, youu know what else would i do, butthead) with amber and shannon ( who is like, the same person as me and we both cry and bitch about life together i love her). then stuck with the routine n went to friendlys ( hoss alex amber shannon ashley sammi ) ...it rocked so gooodd<33...we freaking chilled with OPIS DEI...yes the band...dude im so a groupie...afterwards went back to erins house with jenna shannon and abby...im so glad i met them along with  emily molly & caitlin

" That's what im here for pumpkin tits " <<--- GAHAHAHhaa.

First day went okay. got the shannameister hoss and britt in my gen bus <3 i miss you guys like alex and kelly never see you...lunch is mad cool...ericcaaa <33. afterwards...chilled with brett and watched his soccer game then went back to his hizzzzouuseee .....he's so amazing <3.

Things are actually getting better for once...well no I lie. but somewhat better ... at least now im not completely depressed over everything...haha dude my life just seemed to suck for so long. like it was going nowhere ...it was useless. but then someone comes along and everything just doesn't seem all that horrible anymore. but then reality hits again and your like shit. my life sucks ween.

 ...lemmie see youu pit sweattttt...damn homie i love that song = ) = )

peace // love // me <3